My appetite is back
I no longer feel something lying heavy on my stomach
I sleep, without constantly waking up
and my dreams are back
there's no longer that distant glance
staring into space
there are no more half smiles
and I feel like laughing again.
My mind thinks of something else
no longer the same thing
always the same thing
I no longer look at the phone
hoping in vain that it will ring
or that a message will come
and I even started
looking around again,
searching for,
but no,
I didn’t overcome an illness
or maybe it was,
since you don’t want to see me anymore.
It’s just …
that I am not in love with you anymore.

November 3, 2021