Has it ever occurred to you
that you don't know whether you're fine or not?
Whether you are cheerful or sad?
Whether evening has already come
or is the light still daylight?
Whether when you dive into the sea
you cannot quite decide
whether the water is cold or warm?
If you like the colors of the sunset
or could it use a little more pastel?
If you want to go out
or let the world
go on by itself?
The same thing happens to me now.
I don't know if I'm in love
or not.

December 14, 2020